SO unhappy. It’s because I’m selfish.
I think I can start to understand
Why people always say choose a career based on what you like doing and not for the money. I know that selling Kiehl's product isn't going to be my future career but going to work almost every day over the break totally burned me out... I keep losing track of the days and I even forgot today was a day before NYE. It's the same shit every day and I dread going to work, despite the considerable pay... So I guess it's a wake up call for me so I don't waste my youth chasing useless shit and to get my shit together in 2013 and focus on what I need to be doing such as learning as much as possible and perhaps getting a better look at what i'm passionate about. It's so easy to lose focus in exchange for immediate gratification, but I need to learn (as soon as possible) that delayed gratification brings about more happiness than instant gratification. Just a note to myself: I hope I look back at this post over the course of 2013 and remind myself to learn and improve myself in every way possible and find my passions.
2013, I'm looking forward to meeting you.
I would like a new pair of tits and an eyelid & nose job. Thanks santa, I'll be waiting
I should start tithing again in 2013.. I did it earlier this year but I didn't keep up with it. I can't say that I'll be going to church every week and whatnot, but I can say with confidence that I will make more effort to remind myself that God rules over me, not money. I shouldn't let money control me but control money instead.
I hate being Asian......